you seem different

In my 20s, I always felt like I was being my true and authentic self. I thought I knew almost everything to know about life and thought I was so dang mature for my age. I was very close-minded when I thought I was open-minded. I judged others because their beliefs didn't line up with mine. I didn't try to understand why people acted the way they did. I was a shitty little shit...lol. So what the fuck changed?

I am probably going to regret typing this because I have been trying to network with people regarding my career in the Hospitality Industry...ya girl is trying to get on her career tip! BUT... I made a promise to myself that if I start showing my face more in the social media world, that I will be transparent and real. I do not want to hide anything and filter myself to be someone I am not. SO HERE WE ARE. Anyways...

I took my first Magic Mushroom trip last October & as cliche as this sounds, my life has changed (the trip was wild... but thankful for this spiritual awakening). And when that third eye popped open, I was so mind-blown that it even existed! Those spiritual gurus started sounding saner to me (Again, I judged so hard in my 20s because I did not understand). I will not call myself an expert in this new spiritual journey, but I have started walking down my spiritual path to a happier and healthier life. To be honest, I am struggling. I am struggling to fully dive in. For example, I cannot meditate without fidgeting and feeling "silly". I know I have a lot of inner work to do and I am continuing to fill up my little plastic cup and move on up to my glass cup.

I won't get into too much detail (yet) on where I am in my journey, but I do finally understand the saying "everything happens for a reason". I used to my roll my eyes at that saying, but now I get it, and it brings me so much peace.

Stay tuned for my posts regarding the details of how I got here. Life is wild yall. :)