keep.going.

What a dark December it has been for me. For most. For the world.

The energy feels heavy, and I wish I could wrap my arms around the world and comfort everyone. Is there anyone out there who is also stuck? Is there anyone out there who wants to do so much but just can't due to finances, energy, and motivation? Right now I'm in a place and time where I want to just cut off the world and focus on what's inside of me. I want to go away for a bit and just cry. I want to search for my own truth and get off social media.

but..

Algorithm really got me fucked up. I see people I look up to advocating to keep sharing your stories, and something in me tells me it's the right thing to do. It seems impossible, but really, it's so simple. Just me and my blog. Me and my thoughts. And you, if you are reading this.

I don't know what else to say, but I am trying to find the energy to keep fighting. To keep inspiring. To keep learning. To keep sharing.

If you want a face behind my blog, I finally started my YouTube Channel! YAY. Now I must warn you that if you do click and decide to watch, I want to remind you that I am new to all of this! I don't know how to edit, what file to upload it as, no fancy youtube studio set up, no mic where you can clearly hear me, etc, but overtime I commit myself to learn how to do all these things and set myself up for success.

Can only go up from here! And can't wait to see my growth overtime. Much love to those of you who read my blog :)